I just had make some decision for me, for my future.
I only just able to write this ,now.
serious, one word but have one thousand meaning.
but I don't know ,what are you thinking about right now.
I'll take it serious, however it takes, however it feels, however it live.
when I know that you've think more far than I think, I just shocked and feel so regret to haven't know about it.
why you don't tell me that? how so lovely if I know it.
I don't know you read it or not.
but whatever, I just want to write it.